I vacillate between sheer emptiness and excruciating pain. When I think I've cried all the tears I have, suddenly there is a new wave. She's gone. Although we knew something was off, we didn't know how little time we had left with her. It was quick. We were with her.
The grrl that would comfort me through this is gone. My Empty Nest Grrl is gone. My happy want to go any where/do anything grrl is gone. Gone forever.
Tazzy Marquez - 12/13/2002 - 04/18/2014
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I'm so sorry Mary. I wish I had some pearl of wisdom for you, but I don't. They engulf our hearts so fully that there is no way for it to not leave a big gaping hole when they leave us.
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